i need to find myself. who am i? can i seriously answer that question? regretting do somethings tat i shouldnt have done. i've pulled too many ppl into my hiding place. now they seem to be leaking a poison tat is tainting the serenity of my once joyful place.

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lord, i need u now more then ever..

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i think i'm breaking down. no one seems close anymore.