whispers

damn its been ages since my last entry. anyway, was listening to "febuary song" by josh gorban and it suddenly struck me. (esp since i stumbled upon sandy's blog & out of curiousity, i went to read her posts while we were still together) my assumptions of our break up were right, my hesistance. guess being chased was something totally alien to me. so i did was most kids would do when they theyre scared, hide. and boy, did i hide. i hid so well tat she counldnt find me. this i guess ended up in her being puzzled and a little pissed i guess. hence, she hid from me too? not talking to me & giving me e cold shoulder.

both sides w their guards up, how in the world would one expect e relationship to last? hence, e romance died.

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bro, i know u think she isnt tat cool, and neither did i, initially. however, i was surprised to know tat under her bad girl attitude, was loving, passionate, caring & gentle girl. she just seems a lil "bad" cuz she allows herself to get too emotionally troubled by other ppl's problems. tat was one think i liked abt her, thou i wasnt very good.

truthfully, i was amazed tat she was this way. but i guess i discovered tat a lil too late.

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in life we explore, we walk, we run, we fall, we fail. they're all experiences we can learn from and hopefully not make the same mistakes again in the future. (unless we forget hehe)

cheers