Singing for Absolution

Music soothes the savage beast. Damn i love music and boy, are we blessed to be able to hear. So yea, went clubbing with karmen, denise & gwen (could nv rmb her name tat night for some reason). and yes kar, she is pretty.

but somehow i dont find her appearance tat attractive. *coughs* doesnt *coughs* really *coughs* look *coughs* like *coughs* a *coughs* very *coughs* socialable *coughs* person *coughs* at *coughs* 1st *coughs* glance *coughs*. but tat night was ooooo-k la. thou got bored and moody halfway thru >< but im glad e others had a good time or at least a better time then i did. praise god for making ZZ go clubbing tat night w his friends too. if not imma just die there and finish an entire pack of cigs till e club lights were up. highly doubt i'll be hitting any club anytime soon after tat night.

err sorry ah cheek pea, but i kinda view e other girls of tat night in a different light now and i dont mean in a nice way ah. but no worries, i wont shun them or watever, just.... blaaah.. not in my top choices tat's all.

cheek pea - is not a girlfriend or crush, just speaking in codes. thou i wish she was thou haha.. as in not w e person in question but girlfriend in general..

so with e load music blasting i think, e clubs is good place for u to train ur singing! haha.. cuz no one can actually hear u sing! and u can sing at e top of ur lungs! at most ppl might think u're drunk.

WAAAAAA!!! BUT IN E MORNING, BUI TAHAN LA!!! MACHAM 7138741376243092384 watts light bulb la..

its seriously...
BUI TAHAN LA!!! WTFCCBKNNBBQPWNONTHEPLASMATV!!!

i swear if i were in your shoes/heels and my friends were like this, i'll fucking murder them on e spot. (unless everyone in e grp have then ok la, don mind! equality to all ma! nb, friend friend how can leave ur friend lidat ccb) partially y i see e other girls in a different light now cheek pea.

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e sound of e guitar is awesome tooo.. wish i had someone to sing for thou =/ but heck, guess it aint my time yet or something. but if this is god's plan, isnt it procrastinating in some sense? like dude, im like freakishly loyal to my woman, so wat more is there for me to learn? or maybe she's e one who's not ready yet? hmmmmm, but hey god works in weird ways eh? haha. back to e guitar, i recorded some mp3 tracks of myself singing! muahaha! so fun. thou e only 2 ppl who have heard is my 2 besties at e moment, soon to be 3 (alamak, wait kanna murder by this one if i don say giving her) but hopefully i aint killing their ear drums or speakers thou. but kinda proud of myself for recording em. no idea why. think my singing has improved a lil? heh..

playing e guitar seriously makes me happy.. esp if its a sexy tune! haha.. boy, does it make miss jamming. sadly, an experimental band amongst my newly found circle nv happened. and e old band seems to be falling apart w e drummer all busy w project and his other bands. booo!

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SURVEY!!!

seriously, i really wanna know who actually reads my blog. so imma start a lil survey. if u've read this post, just tell me e words, via any method, "ONIONS ONIONS ONIONS" and imma treat u to a bubble tea or smth when i can. damn singaporeans, must have smth free then will do but if i forget abt this just remind me its on my blog haha. but offer ends if i post 2 more entries after this one.

somehow my guess is, only 1 person reads my blog. (e person who will murder me if i don let her hear my recordings esp when i said i'll send 1 to her ahah). or did she just read mine cuz i read hers. hmmmmmmmmmmm.. hurhur

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